the first step

21 10 2009

how does one restart a task
so long been neglected?

the mind is no longer sharp…
the foresight now clouded.

is this path the same?
or is this just a desire for that to be so.

time has changed the heart…
pain has reshaped it.

yet the compassion is still there…
it still reaches out…

what it seeks is not another…
what it seeks is fulfillment.

this has always been the goal…
but fulfillment has never been attained.

it is not the heart that needs this…
it is the mind…
the soul within the shell yearns…
…for completion…

the task at hand has not changed…
it is the shell that has forgotten.

hope lies within.
it is this light guiding the way now.

apathy and nihilism have vacated
from the light of faith and optimism.

there is no longer any Time…
the node is now before me.

to find my Way
i had to first lose it.

now re-discovered…
the pain endured during exile
has provided the will required
to continue on my Way.

dismissed and taken advantage of…
Time is no longer an ally.
this first step forward
must be a step away…

away from doubt…
away from apathy…
away from complacency…
away…

this shell is no longer suitable
for the long lonely journey forward.

the Time for change is now at hand

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